I'm going to be honest (I mean I have always been here on this blog), 99% of the time I feel like I'm not good enough. There is that random 1% where I do something that I'm like yay! Go me! But in general, that's not the case. Because of my personality, that means my… Continue reading Still breathing
Tag: self-worth
Who He is today
When I started this blog several months ago, I did it because God told me too. It felt like something important was happening in my life, and I needed to write about it. I can't journal in the traditional paper and pen kind of way. I've tried many times. But I quit. Every. Time. So… Continue reading Who He is today
It’s hard to fix a heart
This day. Nothing in particular happened. I spent it finishing an audio book (because that's all that's available yet) of Remember God by Annie F. Downs. Y'all. It's so good. And yet it hurt my heart a little. Let's be fair. The book itself didn't hurt my heart. It made me realize that my heart… Continue reading It’s hard to fix a heart
Mine isn’t better, but it’s still good
I have a lot of really talented friends. Like really talented, y'all. One of my friends is an amazing singer. She was a vocal major in college. She teaches music. She sang amazing solos in church when I was growing up. I sing. I even sing well. I'm not an amazing singer though. Growing up… Continue reading Mine isn’t better, but it’s still good
Excellence not perfection
I've realized something about myself recently, or God has brought it to my attention. I'm not good with grace. I mean I'm pretty good extending grace to others. I forgive other people's mistakes pretty easily. Sure I get annoyed or upset with people sometimes (because that's human) but it doesn't take much for me to… Continue reading Excellence not perfection
Grace
When I was younger, I gauged some self worth based on how other people felt about me. Even as I got older, I still found it really difficult when it seemed like someone didn't like me. I took it as a personal offense and tried to figure out how to make them like me. The… Continue reading Grace
And they’re off
Well, I hit the ground running. I got released to work last week at my appointment. (Found out pathology reports. Mr cyst was a mass but mr mass was benign so that's good. Everything else just gave validation to the decision. It's always good when that happens.) Anyway, did two 12 hour shifts last week.… Continue reading And they’re off
Why are you running?
Think back to when you were a kid. You either were, or knew someone who was, disobedient at least once or maybe even rebellious at times. Question. Did your parents like it? (I'm gonna go with no). Did they hate you or turn their back on you? (Majority answer would be no....for the small minority...I'm… Continue reading Why are you running?
Get your mind first…
So if you are my friend (I mean you're all my friends but specifically from the 'gram or Facebook), you know I've gotten back into #artparty days. I mean granted there's not much else to do that fits within the lifting restrictions lol but it's also something that I have been using to get and… Continue reading Get your mind first…
Enough…
We are so caught up with how we stack up against other people. I mean life seems like a huge competition sometimes, and I don't know about you, but for me it can really get me down. I have always struggled with how I compare to other people. There was a time in my youth… Continue reading Enough…
This Season.... 