I've realized something about myself recently, or God has brought it to my attention. I'm not good with grace. I mean I'm pretty good extending grace to others. I forgive other people's mistakes pretty easily. Sure I get annoyed or upset with people sometimes (because that's human) but it doesn't take much for me to… Continue reading Excellence not perfection
Tag: perfectionism
Grace
When I was younger, I gauged some self worth based on how other people felt about me. Even as I got older, I still found it really difficult when it seemed like someone didn't like me. I took it as a personal offense and tried to figure out how to make them like me. The… Continue reading Grace
Play hard, love well
Does anyone get caught up in the path to perfection? So many times I have thought, "if I can't be the best I might as well give up." It's my natural tendency. If someone is better than me, I don't want to try. Like sometimes I literally get mad at the person who is better… Continue reading Play hard, love well
Admitting weakness
In camp recovery mode. Yesterday I took a nap for about 6 hours and then went to bed for real. Yesterday on the drive home I had some questions. Why, God, did you tell me to go to the second half of camp if I was gonna have to tap out on the second day… Continue reading Admitting weakness
Looking for light
So as you can imagine, I hit the ground running after release. It's cool. That's my normal life. The only problem is my body cooperated for about a week and then hit the brakes yesterday and hit them hard. Luckily I was hanging out with people (other nurses at church camp) who made me go… Continue reading Looking for light
Scattered boxes
I like control. Hopefully I'm not the only one, but I really like to be in control of things...situations, schedules, my life...I mean everything that can be controlled. Lol. Surely I'm not the only one. I know people who can just roll with it and I just struggle with that. So. Much. I like to… Continue reading Scattered boxes
This Season.... 