I grew up hearing, if you are worried about something, give it to God. If you want something, ask God. God has plans for you. I want to be perfectly honest and admit I had/have plans for me too. What if God's plan for my life is different than my plan for my life? What… Continue reading What if…
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Struggle
I am gonna be perfectly honest. This week has been a struggle. I don't even know why. Sometimes I think maybe it's the busyness of life that just starts to be too much. Sometimes I just need a time out, but there's no time for time outs. It's hard in a season where you're supposed… Continue reading Struggle
Grace
When I was younger, I gauged some self worth based on how other people felt about me. Even as I got older, I still found it really difficult when it seemed like someone didn't like me. I took it as a personal offense and tried to figure out how to make them like me. The… Continue reading Grace
Now what
How many times have you really had one of those "mountaintop" moments? You know the kind. Where God speaks to you in such a way that you can't deny it's him. Maybe you remember a time from a summer camp or a retreat or even a good ol' fashioned revival. Those are all good, but… Continue reading Now what
Admitting weakness
In camp recovery mode. Yesterday I took a nap for about 6 hours and then went to bed for real. Yesterday on the drive home I had some questions. Why, God, did you tell me to go to the second half of camp if I was gonna have to tap out on the second day… Continue reading Admitting weakness
Looking for light
So as you can imagine, I hit the ground running after release. It's cool. That's my normal life. The only problem is my body cooperated for about a week and then hit the brakes yesterday and hit them hard. Luckily I was hanging out with people (other nurses at church camp) who made me go… Continue reading Looking for light
And they’re off
Well, I hit the ground running. I got released to work last week at my appointment. (Found out pathology reports. Mr cyst was a mass but mr mass was benign so that's good. Everything else just gave validation to the decision. It's always good when that happens.) Anyway, did two 12 hour shifts last week.… Continue reading And they’re off
Message received…
Growing up I always wondered what people meant when they said they heard God or God told them to do something. I'm thinking, like heard heard or what? One time someone told me you pray about something, and then you open your Bible randomly and the answer will be on the page. I tried it… Continue reading Message received…
Small victory
This post is going to be brief because I need sleep in a big way. If you are following my life and inclined, pray for me that this insomnia will be abated before I have to go back to work next week. 12 hour shifts on no sleep will definitely test me. But I just… Continue reading Small victory
In the little things
Before sleep I threw on my playlist to rest my heart. It's called "praise". I chose where it started. Tonight it started with "Praise you in the storm" casting crowns Then it just went...or God took it. - "Heal the Wounds" Point of Grace - "You are Good" Point of Grace - "Red Sea Road"… Continue reading In the little things
This Season.... 